"The Oasis of My Immortality"
Linggo, Hulyo 1, 2012
The Amazing Spiderman
Its been a while that I never posted a notes nor visit my blogsite! I've been very busy since then, that makes me think that I am not capable of thinking and even give a few punch lines for a good movie!
This time, my call is in heat again, my fingers and my amazing brain leads me to express the beauty of making movie review!
The Amazing Spiderman is indeed keeps its essence of an action pack movie, a spectacular and breath taking! This time, its not the typical Parker, the typical spiderman as we all know! Its not the typical way of saying the famous line " great power, comes great responsiblity"...
Dear readers, this time a Peter Parker that your going to see is someone who is rebel, playful, cool and funky! sexy and kinda boy next door!
Moreover, the lesson is still there, it talks about home, family, oneness, love, ambition, science of course, society, that keeps on telling us To Do Good Things, To serve without counting the costs, knowing the rules and know how to break them properly. Those are just few things the movie has! The message is: It keeps on knocking us and giving us lesson. A story that could be your story! There is no need to have super powers, we can be a Spiderman on a very simple way!
ora et labora!
07/02/2012_Chin
Linggo, Enero 22, 2012
A Gift From Above
A Gift from Above
“ I meet so many people. People whom I consider
a gift from God... then I realize that only few
are truly a blessing...”
Here I am again exploring to a new place. A new environment and new people to meet and win. Never did I thought that I am going to feel this way. I miss my witches, my sorcerers, my partners in crime and beautiful monsters. I don't have a house neither an immediate relatives in Cagayan de Oro City. I stayed there for 8 years studying and supporting myself until I found a job and explore life with whole independence and responsibility. There I was able to have good friends with good hearts. At one point I meet strangers that soon become my friends. All I know I don't have colleagues, nor peers there. All I know I have little brothers & sisters, elder brother and sister as well friends.
As I go through my plans in life. I decided to make sacrifices out of my own happiness. I seek security and stability because I know that I only live alone, I stand alone and face my own problems and find a solution for it. Through those factors I am scared growing old without having my own self security. As I seek for a good path for a better future to look forward. I choose the road less travailed, I scrambled and fall yet I learn to stand.
I have so much experience in life that sharpened be and prepared me for the next plan I am going to do. I sacrifice my wants to love someone, I sacrifice the option that gives me enough bounty while being with the people and the person I want to be with. I trade it with my wants. The wants to achieve being a good prosecutor. The wants to achieve my dreams, that the best is yet to come. All I want is to have my own simplistic house, being a responsible and stable partner, and a good public servant. Its just that in order to have it, that is to work with it, thus it cannot be done overnight.
I walk the valley of sorrow, failure, defeat and victory, I only see few people, few who responded me with a smile saying we are just here, a shoulder available just in case I have the hard time standing on my voyage. Arms and wisdom that secure me, saying don't give up “we are here praying for you and pushing you with love, care and comfort”. All these, makes my tears fell on my chick and makes me realize that I need to pursue, because I know I am part of there prayers. I may be alone walking in the path of my ambitions, goals and dreams I see shadows many shadows walking with me. I hear word of encouragement. I am shielded with there prayers. Someone asked me, “Why you miss Cagayan de Oro that much?” I answered “only in that place I found the true spirit care, with or without material things...”
All I know I miss them. The word miss would not be enough. Wala na akong ka zagu, kasama mag lakad kahit walang bibilhin, punta sa pool na walang pera pero nakakarating parin. Umalis na pang tinapay lng at refresh ang kayang bilhin. Kasama sa simpleng lakaran pero masaya. Nawalan ako ng mga ate, nawalan ako ng mga kapatid, kapamilya at kaagapay. Ako kasi humiwalay pa. Sila din kasi nakakamiss... keep in touch parin po... kasi mahalaga kayo lahat sa akin... miss ko po kayo lahat! Ora et labora!
“ I meet so many people. People whom I consider
a gift from God... then I realize that only few
are truly a blessing...”
Here I am again exploring to a new place. A new environment and new people to meet and win. Never did I thought that I am going to feel this way. I miss my witches, my sorcerers, my partners in crime and beautiful monsters. I don't have a house neither an immediate relatives in Cagayan de Oro City. I stayed there for 8 years studying and supporting myself until I found a job and explore life with whole independence and responsibility. There I was able to have good friends with good hearts. At one point I meet strangers that soon become my friends. All I know I don't have colleagues, nor peers there. All I know I have little brothers & sisters, elder brother and sister as well friends.
As I go through my plans in life. I decided to make sacrifices out of my own happiness. I seek security and stability because I know that I only live alone, I stand alone and face my own problems and find a solution for it. Through those factors I am scared growing old without having my own self security. As I seek for a good path for a better future to look forward. I choose the road less travailed, I scrambled and fall yet I learn to stand.
I have so much experience in life that sharpened be and prepared me for the next plan I am going to do. I sacrifice my wants to love someone, I sacrifice the option that gives me enough bounty while being with the people and the person I want to be with. I trade it with my wants. The wants to achieve being a good prosecutor. The wants to achieve my dreams, that the best is yet to come. All I want is to have my own simplistic house, being a responsible and stable partner, and a good public servant. Its just that in order to have it, that is to work with it, thus it cannot be done overnight.
I walk the valley of sorrow, failure, defeat and victory, I only see few people, few who responded me with a smile saying we are just here, a shoulder available just in case I have the hard time standing on my voyage. Arms and wisdom that secure me, saying don't give up “we are here praying for you and pushing you with love, care and comfort”. All these, makes my tears fell on my chick and makes me realize that I need to pursue, because I know I am part of there prayers. I may be alone walking in the path of my ambitions, goals and dreams I see shadows many shadows walking with me. I hear word of encouragement. I am shielded with there prayers. Someone asked me, “Why you miss Cagayan de Oro that much?” I answered “only in that place I found the true spirit care, with or without material things...”
All I know I miss them. The word miss would not be enough. Wala na akong ka zagu, kasama mag lakad kahit walang bibilhin, punta sa pool na walang pera pero nakakarating parin. Umalis na pang tinapay lng at refresh ang kayang bilhin. Kasama sa simpleng lakaran pero masaya. Nawalan ako ng mga ate, nawalan ako ng mga kapatid, kapamilya at kaagapay. Ako kasi humiwalay pa. Sila din kasi nakakamiss... keep in touch parin po... kasi mahalaga kayo lahat sa akin... miss ko po kayo lahat! Ora et labora!
Lunes, Oktubre 17, 2011
Once… but I don’t know when …
Once… but I don’t know when …
Where you’re supposed to be with; to your woman or to the other woman?
“I don’t know when I was become the other man to my woman”
That question arises the time the movie “no other woman” started to be available in the cinema. I was just wondering why I was asks such questions by someone I’ve known for the past years. I just pause, try to pick up some lines, but it wasn’t that easy to answer the question without having the right composition. The air started to fill in that phase of silence. Dead air started the atmosphere uneasy. After minutes of dead air, I stared and started my response to his question with this lines “wow! That would be very terrible if I will be with other woman” he then said “really? … but bro where your supposed to be with?” Since he insists me to answer the question, so, I answered him with a voice of disappointments and my answer goes like this: “bro, I never to been to other woman, I always stick to my woman and trying my very best how to surprise her everyday and to make her very special every time were together. At first all I can say is that I am always be the right man to my woman, unfortunately, I don’t know when I was become the other man to my woman’s’ heart” through that I was able to have a realization, most specially the time that I was able to watch the movie. Indeed, in every relationship and phase of it we consider to ourselves that we are the only one and the right one; we are the one who are in the right track and have the best of everything. In fact we are even very comfortable that we are secure and have the home to go home in the end of the day. (Home here refers to the person that we love not literally the home that we used to have) Unfortunately, there are instances that one might fell out of love and may able to find someone that makes our partner smile with a little things and put a new glare of sparks to there life. If that time comes the one who is still and truly in love don’t even know when s/he become the unwanted and the other man/woman to there partners eyes. However, whatever may the outcome, there is someone will going to loose and someone will beg ask for a chance and ask not to be left.
Everyone, who experience such situation will always have the idea not to give up and never let go. Sa ganung sitwasyon isa lang naman yon, ang magparaya. If nagpaparaya ka it doesn’t mean you loose on something. You have nothing to loose in that case. On the other hand, if you keep on fighting and wont give up. Yon, on that part you have a very precious thing you loose; and that is yourself! You loose your very love of self, your very own temple. Kaya nga sa love dapat magtira ka para sa sarili. Besides, if magpaparaya ka it doesn’t mean you give up. You just let your butterfly fly away and let it explore to the world living without you while you are there ready to catch him/her during there worst and let them feel there best on that very hour. On the other side of the situation the person na pinaraya mo is the one who loose something – that is the love and care only you can give and can make it through. Kasi naman pinaparaya mo siya hindi dahil you give up. It just simply pagbibigay ng sapat na oras para magkaroon siya ng oras para sa sarili niya at pangarap sa buhay. While giving that time, of course ikaw naman you do things that make him/her says that you still continue living and doing great things na pinaplano mo while you still together.
As a whole, ang love invisible, pero lahat nakakaramdam sa karenyo at kinang nito. Everyone feel its glamour, its sweet, the tenderness and truthfulness nito; coz no matter what you say about love. Love never hurts us. It is the lover who breaks our hearts. Ora et Labora
Where you’re supposed to be with; to your woman or to the other woman?
“I don’t know when I was become the other man to my woman”
That question arises the time the movie “no other woman” started to be available in the cinema. I was just wondering why I was asks such questions by someone I’ve known for the past years. I just pause, try to pick up some lines, but it wasn’t that easy to answer the question without having the right composition. The air started to fill in that phase of silence. Dead air started the atmosphere uneasy. After minutes of dead air, I stared and started my response to his question with this lines “wow! That would be very terrible if I will be with other woman” he then said “really? … but bro where your supposed to be with?” Since he insists me to answer the question, so, I answered him with a voice of disappointments and my answer goes like this: “bro, I never to been to other woman, I always stick to my woman and trying my very best how to surprise her everyday and to make her very special every time were together. At first all I can say is that I am always be the right man to my woman, unfortunately, I don’t know when I was become the other man to my woman’s’ heart” through that I was able to have a realization, most specially the time that I was able to watch the movie. Indeed, in every relationship and phase of it we consider to ourselves that we are the only one and the right one; we are the one who are in the right track and have the best of everything. In fact we are even very comfortable that we are secure and have the home to go home in the end of the day. (Home here refers to the person that we love not literally the home that we used to have) Unfortunately, there are instances that one might fell out of love and may able to find someone that makes our partner smile with a little things and put a new glare of sparks to there life. If that time comes the one who is still and truly in love don’t even know when s/he become the unwanted and the other man/woman to there partners eyes. However, whatever may the outcome, there is someone will going to loose and someone will beg ask for a chance and ask not to be left.
Everyone, who experience such situation will always have the idea not to give up and never let go. Sa ganung sitwasyon isa lang naman yon, ang magparaya. If nagpaparaya ka it doesn’t mean you loose on something. You have nothing to loose in that case. On the other hand, if you keep on fighting and wont give up. Yon, on that part you have a very precious thing you loose; and that is yourself! You loose your very love of self, your very own temple. Kaya nga sa love dapat magtira ka para sa sarili. Besides, if magpaparaya ka it doesn’t mean you give up. You just let your butterfly fly away and let it explore to the world living without you while you are there ready to catch him/her during there worst and let them feel there best on that very hour. On the other side of the situation the person na pinaraya mo is the one who loose something – that is the love and care only you can give and can make it through. Kasi naman pinaparaya mo siya hindi dahil you give up. It just simply pagbibigay ng sapat na oras para magkaroon siya ng oras para sa sarili niya at pangarap sa buhay. While giving that time, of course ikaw naman you do things that make him/her says that you still continue living and doing great things na pinaplano mo while you still together.
As a whole, ang love invisible, pero lahat nakakaramdam sa karenyo at kinang nito. Everyone feel its glamour, its sweet, the tenderness and truthfulness nito; coz no matter what you say about love. Love never hurts us. It is the lover who breaks our hearts. Ora et Labora
"Steep… Stalled…Reconciled"
Steep… Stalled… Reconciled
“…For eleven years, that was the first time the five us siblings and my father together we gather as family, but sad to note we are gathered as one family because of our mothers’ death…” iron59
It’s been a while that I never been updating my sites, most specially my blogs. It is due to the reason that I am facing a big distress into my life. Maybe, I am ready to share it to all of you. The experience indeed gives me insights to life and taught me a lesson as well as gives me more drive to pursue things into higher perspective. It is for the fact that I am not getting any younger anymore.
Last 12th June year 2011 a news that shaken my world and turned things upside down, the news goes this way “dong patay na si mama” (little brother our mother passed away). Things become so blurry and I can’t breath that much, I feel cold, my hands and nerves are shaking, my heart beats fast, faster and faster, I don’t know what to reply, then I feel nauseous and I want to vomit. It was a feeling that you can’t explain and even the word excruciating doesn’t fit to describe such pain. As I feel such feeling of torments, grief, shocked, anxiety with all the feeling of loosing the woman of my life – my only mother, irreplaceable, only one; and then my tears fell down on my chick, I shed for all night. The feeling of regret is there and the feeling of “ifs” what if? If I can only turn back the time, I was able and supposed to… Everything fades and the feeling that I have already something to look forward to, when I go home during Christmas flew and floats to nowhere.
It’s been a while but at this very moment of my life I am still of the phase of acceptance and looking the brighter side of the picture. My mothers’ death is always be my symbol of falling. Falling in a sense that I must do something to put and make things right. I am not ready for such pain and not ready for such mourn. My mothers’ death is the first death of our family. For eleven years, that was the first time the five us siblings and my father together we gather as family, but sad to note we are gathered as one family because of our mothers’ death. It was first since our parents separated that I was able to feel once again the hugged of a brother and a sister; the shoulder of a father that I can lean and depend on. To note, I am been away to the family since 13 yrs old, staying from a relatives house, till to people who trusted me and let me stay for free to there place. The totally, of being away from a family, friends, relatives and hometown communication for 5 years, imagine how much pain it is on my part, as son who just started to realize his dreams so that someday, despite of not supporting me and left me. I still want to serve and make my parents happy and see my siblings; that they are part of my dreams and they are still special here in my heart.
Things are just started on its phase of putting things into a better perspective. I may be still on the process of recovering and acceptance. I know all of these are the things God wants me to experience so that I may be able to become a better person and person being mold by time, experiences, downfall to triumphant victory in life.
Though, I may don’t have much time to be with my mother, I know she’s with me. She’s with mw… no matter what people say to my family, I believe we are just one of the many, yet only few people who knows the victorious story of a man who can say that not all bad trees bear bad fruits. For, our family is always be our family, but they are not the one holding our minds, we have our will and our own sense of knowing what is right and wrong. Ora et Labora
“…For eleven years, that was the first time the five us siblings and my father together we gather as family, but sad to note we are gathered as one family because of our mothers’ death…” iron59
It’s been a while that I never been updating my sites, most specially my blogs. It is due to the reason that I am facing a big distress into my life. Maybe, I am ready to share it to all of you. The experience indeed gives me insights to life and taught me a lesson as well as gives me more drive to pursue things into higher perspective. It is for the fact that I am not getting any younger anymore.
Last 12th June year 2011 a news that shaken my world and turned things upside down, the news goes this way “dong patay na si mama” (little brother our mother passed away). Things become so blurry and I can’t breath that much, I feel cold, my hands and nerves are shaking, my heart beats fast, faster and faster, I don’t know what to reply, then I feel nauseous and I want to vomit. It was a feeling that you can’t explain and even the word excruciating doesn’t fit to describe such pain. As I feel such feeling of torments, grief, shocked, anxiety with all the feeling of loosing the woman of my life – my only mother, irreplaceable, only one; and then my tears fell down on my chick, I shed for all night. The feeling of regret is there and the feeling of “ifs” what if? If I can only turn back the time, I was able and supposed to… Everything fades and the feeling that I have already something to look forward to, when I go home during Christmas flew and floats to nowhere.
It’s been a while but at this very moment of my life I am still of the phase of acceptance and looking the brighter side of the picture. My mothers’ death is always be my symbol of falling. Falling in a sense that I must do something to put and make things right. I am not ready for such pain and not ready for such mourn. My mothers’ death is the first death of our family. For eleven years, that was the first time the five us siblings and my father together we gather as family, but sad to note we are gathered as one family because of our mothers’ death. It was first since our parents separated that I was able to feel once again the hugged of a brother and a sister; the shoulder of a father that I can lean and depend on. To note, I am been away to the family since 13 yrs old, staying from a relatives house, till to people who trusted me and let me stay for free to there place. The totally, of being away from a family, friends, relatives and hometown communication for 5 years, imagine how much pain it is on my part, as son who just started to realize his dreams so that someday, despite of not supporting me and left me. I still want to serve and make my parents happy and see my siblings; that they are part of my dreams and they are still special here in my heart.
Things are just started on its phase of putting things into a better perspective. I may be still on the process of recovering and acceptance. I know all of these are the things God wants me to experience so that I may be able to become a better person and person being mold by time, experiences, downfall to triumphant victory in life.
Though, I may don’t have much time to be with my mother, I know she’s with me. She’s with mw… no matter what people say to my family, I believe we are just one of the many, yet only few people who knows the victorious story of a man who can say that not all bad trees bear bad fruits. For, our family is always be our family, but they are not the one holding our minds, we have our will and our own sense of knowing what is right and wrong. Ora et Labora
"Life is what we make it"
Life presents us with so many choices.
Choices we all know where they will be to…
But sometimes we know what the right one is,
And we decided not to make it.
If we have made a right choice from the very beginning
Everything would be different.
Maybe we both scared to decide or to think.
So that we know what’s the purpose of our life perhaps.
Our past molds us of who we are.
What we hate is the power to shift the right course.
There are times in our lives that we turn in the wrong way.
As young as we are; we often welcome to the idea of independence.
The idea to embrace change and what is being liberated.
Through that we sometimes forget our values and conscience as human being.
What we have now is to have the courage to grow where we and whom we commit ourselves. Ora et Labora
Choices we all know where they will be to…
But sometimes we know what the right one is,
And we decided not to make it.
If we have made a right choice from the very beginning
Everything would be different.
Maybe we both scared to decide or to think.
So that we know what’s the purpose of our life perhaps.
Our past molds us of who we are.
What we hate is the power to shift the right course.
There are times in our lives that we turn in the wrong way.
As young as we are; we often welcome to the idea of independence.
The idea to embrace change and what is being liberated.
Through that we sometimes forget our values and conscience as human being.
What we have now is to have the courage to grow where we and whom we commit ourselves. Ora et Labora
Lunes, Abril 25, 2011
"RANDOM WORDS"
The love that says a lot is the word is want to say. I have all the things but I really feel bored today! So sad and I feel empty. I just to release the thoughts in my mind. I don’t know what are these but I need to burst them out. Love is so nice …. Lovre is love… so sad… boring.. nice ,,, like… thinking of special someone at the very moment in time. I don’t know why I still think of her. I still love her? I want to hear her voice… but I only think that way but cannot do anything about it! I want to ask if she is still available and do I still have a chance to love her! I feel so suddenly tired today! I want to sleep.. sleep.. ZZZZZZzzzz I lost of words in my mind. I don’t know what to say anymore. I love to spend time more time for myself to know why I feel this way? I love her… not … she is still the person I want to marry with. How I wish things would be ok someday… sooner I can say that If I can still court her. I still love love her… I don’t know what are these? I need to know.. I wanna know.. I wanna let go but I can’t. My heart still beats for her. Why I involve to all of these things I’ve done? I want her back… o baby come back! I am sleepy and bored! I wanna know why she is still on my thoughts? Why o why? She is still on my heart and thoughts. The point of view of my feeling… I feel like things just gone with the wind! Hahahahahahha,, huhuhuhuhuh… I don’t know anymore.. helppppp hellllppp.. I hope this can help… think nothing.. say say say… bored or lonely? I don’t know at all… shhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. whoooopssss! Goodness what I have done so far to make her proud and have me again? I want her back.. back.. right next to my arms.. the tenderness of her caress… the lips.. the smile… the care.. .the love.. love love.. love faded away? Why? Oh why? Is this it ? nothing at all…. I still love you why have you foresaken me my love… my life… my all.. you make smile my all… hahahaha,, huhuhuh.. .zzzzzzzzzzzz … sleep .. beep… I wanna know… lots of things her in my mind now.. what shall I do? Stay.. not… stay… close… ohhhhhh… c’mon… feelings or lonely? Alone or missing? Is this the extreme missing thing I need to encounter.. I am not ready to all of these… I love … the love.. .our love has vanished just right before my very eyes! Oh…. Gently gently… no come back… sorry … zzzz… how … why… when? Where are you… thththththt.. .tssssskkskskskksks… chat chat… talk to me.. please response me… I love you.. come back .. I wish you we’re here… please I wanna know? I wanna know? .. still feel empty.. heavy… sleepy or missing? Duh duh duh… blah blah blah! Tsk tsk tsk! What shall I do now? Where are you.. do you hear me? My love… my all.. so sleepy suddenly.. I wanna be.. I zzzzzzz.. hush hush… sleepy! Nooooo….. whew! Hungry …. Rest… sleep… bye! ~ ora et labora
Martes, Abril 19, 2011
Our Education is our Passion
Overview [The three Idiots]
3 Idiots, which is a movie adaptation of Chetan Bhagatâ??s Five Point Someone, is a lighthearted and entertaining journey of three friends as they try to figure themselves out and share unforgettable experiences. Two friends, played by Madhavan and Sharman Joshi, are on a hunt for Rancho (Aamir Khan), a maverick, who changed their way of looking at the world. They move back in time to their college days, Rancho, his relationship with Pia (Kareena Kapoor), and their tyrannical teacher, played by Boman Irani. Looking for Rancho, they also have to deal with a bet made in the days gone by, a wedding, and a funeral.
“All is well… let your passion be your education...”
I would like to share my experience on watching the movie 3 Idiots. It was a very great and entertaining movie of all time. The movie itself portrait the reality of everyone who will going to see it. It is very literary in nature with a realistic approach of learning, valuing education and once dream, passion and dedication where you can be at your best. The way of life of Rancho [Pia] who is very optimistic on looking things and way of life that I believe all of us wants to have. “All is well’ a phrase that strikes me a lot. It is very symbolic, it reminds us to have courage for ourselves, to persevere for our dreams, and it symbolizes the meaning of free in spirit; to build and lay a foundation of virtue, for us to be the light of other people. The character, portrays to each individual in our society, which most of us is a person who is afraid of the future, some are scared to express for themselves and scared to follow their dreams. Moreover Rancho the free spirited character of the movie is just like any other ordinary people in our society with extra ordinary experiences in life, determination, faith and humility. The movie tells about how to achieve success and what is the key foundation of learning. It teaches the exact expressions of cura personalis relationship on a school scenario, and it also a good example of passion, and in seeking the truth that truly sets us free. Giving the best shot in all things and understanding the meaning of reading between the lines, and apply it on your way to success. Moreover, it [the movie] tells us to live what is present, do and give the best of you now, because what lies ahead and in there is the output that you build today! There is no need to seek for success, let success seeks you and let your passion be your education. To take passion as our education makes us a better person in our fields, a good educator, a good rule model and a good person for others. Passion ignites us and ignites the true meaning of magis – doing things not many but much, and to always do things for our own good and to our brethren , because in the end relationship, and what you have gain is the key strength that cannot be taken away from you, which leads you the true fruit of success! –ora et labora
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